June 2010
1 post
Jun 3rd
There is a difference between the pain you cause yourself and the pain controlled by others. You can find joy easily in the latter, as you cannot control what others do; then, you still have your self-respect, your self-love. When you cause the destruction yourself, the only thing you’re left with is the knowledge you have to be different. That you are at fault. You cannot fall back on being...
Jun 1st
May 2010
36 posts
May 31st
May 30th
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“Human nature is to be satisfied with the status quo”
– Socrates (yet we stagnate surprisingly well)
May 30th
May 29th
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lostbirdsings asked: thank-you for your nice message! :)

I'm ali by the way. hope you're having a great day. i like your tumblr :)
May 29th
dubiousmerchant asked: Yes, do your damn paper. What's it on? Is it a stupid topic? If so, I understand your not doing it right now. Or wanting to do it ever. But you GOTTA.
May 29th
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“Legit—-Either work hard or you might as well quit!”
– MC Hammer—-Can’t Touch This
May 29th
May 29th
GET OFF THE INTERNET!
and stop listening to glee’s version of Bad Romance, and stop watching keeping up with the kardashian and stop uploading old pictures onto tumblr and stop looking at pictures of adriana lima  and all other guilty pleasures should cease and desist as well. GO DO YOUR PAPER RIGHT NOW. seriously.  RIGHT NOW. 
May 29th
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To the neighbors currently in this building...
…playing Ignition (Remix) by R. Kelly. I love you. and am now playing it myself. YES.
May 29th
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May 29th
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May 29th
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May 29th
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May 29th
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Hello, hope, my old friend.  It’s been a while, but i am super psyched that you’re back. I’ve missed you terribly. Your little imposters, the crazy desperate type of hope-moments that happen when things get really sucky had me thinking you’d changed. I was worried, I’ll admit. I thought I’d seen you at your best, and now you’ve passed your peak and...
May 27th
Restoration Hard(times)Ware.
I never felt the distraught of the economy so strongly as when I applied for a retail job and was competing with two middle-aged men attempting to provide for their families. Yes, I want your twins to have food on their table, obviously. But what on earth is a broke girl supposed to do in these unfortunate times??
May 20th
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chyeah.
ireadintothings: Nothing is wrong with you and you are lovely.
May 20th
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May 18th
May 18th
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accept.
I’m trying to be super.  Every fiber in me is pulling together and towards that ultimate end goal.  Sure, for now I just want to be ok.  But I’d like to feel fabulous. But for now, I’m just trying to be ok. But for today, I’m ok with being ok. It takes work to get something to work. But getting me in working order is an order im willing to work at. I’ll...
May 18th
May 9th
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“I speed up in order to slow down.”
– me
May 9th
May 8th
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May 7th
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May 7th
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May 7th
May 7th
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May 6th
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May 6th
May 4th
change?
Wiretapping first came to us as a possible issue in 1928. Also the first time it was rendered legal, after a challenge by a lonely individual. No matter how far we’ve come… It’s funny how things stay the same.
May 4th
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May 4th
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“Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go”
– T.S. Eliot
May 3rd
May 3rd
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Directions.
I’m not sure how we got here When we landed, where we’ve been stranded, when we’ll return. The sun dims, its rays shorten— the day is nearly done. Our time together is almost gone. This fancy little trip, this excuse of a reality. And we’ve wasted these times these perfect times to laugh and to smirk to cry and to flirt to dream and to run to play...
May 3rd
April 2010
10 posts
“If you want a revolution the only solution EVOLVE. gotta evolve.”
– Gatorade Commercial.  (idk who sings it, but I love it)
Apr 29th
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Apr 28th
Apr 28th
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Progress.
(I haven’t written anything in a while. I’ve been in a rut. I’m getting over it. Let’s move on) I’ve made some bad decisions lately: getting drunk, letting people get me down, avoiding schoolwork, procrastinating, avoiding a lot of other things, watching the hills marathon, skipping half of my workout, buying cereal, spending all my money, not getting a job.  Jesus...
Apr 28th
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You can do this. I can do this. We can do...
Sooo, I read a magazine article about a guy who got hit by a semi, was in a coma for many months, and who proceeded to within the next year be on a college swim team AND BE COMPETING IN MARATHONS…..AND TRIATHLONS. WHAT THE HECK!? Why is that not me?  Well because I’m not at all a natural athlete.  BUT, it is still unbelievably inspiring.  If a guy who was never supposed to walk again...
Apr 10th
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“Love is easy when you let go of the complications. The inane details attempt to...”
– yours truly.
Apr 4th
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Luda, the gentleman.
I have seen QUITE a bit of Ludacris lately, and it is definitely making me reconsider what I thought of him before. I will definitely not pretend to know more than NEXT TO NOTHING about the world of hip-hop. Like, I GET IT. But half of the time I definitely am struggling to get it. I get the struggle, I get the attitude, I get that. (Sort of)  BUT, I cannot say that I’m fluent in the...
Apr 4th
Extremely Loud Movie! →
Im way excited! Anyone who hasnt read the book (extremely loud and incredibly close—-jonathan safran foer) DEF NEEDS TO.
Apr 2nd
Apr 2nd
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Apr 2nd
March 2010
7 posts
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Just saying.
1. Got the new she & him. Better than the first, as far as I can tell so far. Definitely an upper. Specifically Lingering Still. M. Ward is my fave, especially as he keeps getting better and better. 2. My fingers def hurt after learning my first chord change! Well on my way to guitar-goddess standing.  Not really, but it’s the biggest start yet. I’m so tempted to not learn...
Mar 22nd
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“Optimism is a choice.”
– Miuccia Prada
Mar 18th
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foodandexercisefoodandexercisegogogo. →
Click above to get the link that inspired this meandered musing. Lately (as in the last like……..2 yrs) I’ve been working on finding that runners high, finding the awesome feeling that comes with treating your body well, the nirvana that appears when you treat your body like the temple it is. Unfortunately, ususally this effort manages to get me through about two days and after...
Mar 17th